A LONG TIME..

Hello guys, It's been a year since I last blogged.
Currently, I am
9 days away from freedom? N levels. yes.
2 days away Graduation.

Feeling mixed feelings about graduating because 4C'15 is the best people. There is a choir in class,daily entertainment to break the silence of people being stressed. Bringing laughter even during the tough competitions for going for PFP. I'm really nervous.

Many teachers are all very unsupportive of us going for Sec 5.
reason #1 Syllabus changes
reason #2 Too much to catch up
reason #3 Competition becomes tougher
reason #4 Results will drop
reason #5 We won't be the bottom of bell curve

YES, I AGREE.

I have so much planned out what I'll do after 9 October, it's gonna be over sooooooon. Let's play and have fun before 17/18 December where horror starts. Nightmare urgh. okok back to workkk!

xoxo,
I will blog more after N's.
Charlene :)

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THANK YOUUUUUUUU ^^

Not the old me anymore

Hello. It has been ages since I last blogged. I've been crazily studying for finals that's going on right now. I am really stressed out and I don't know why I will just cry because of expectations of teachers, parents and peers. I do not want to disappoint anyone but somehow it's like you get reactions like Ewwww. You fail your test? Buck up. I hate those feelings of not being able to do to the best of my abilities. 

Frankly speaking, I am NA student. So therefore always been looked down on by people because I'm below average of the people studying in SG. Yes. I admit the feeling is very bitter. Your batch mates would be taking olevels. And we will be taking Nlevels. It's just a fact. Nobody can change the fact. You can most probably sympathies if you are having the same fate. 

Ever since becoming a sec3, I felt the importance of doing really well because the competition is very intense. I strive to go for PFP, but it's very little chance of getting in. TOP 10% OF THE COHORT. And your EMB3 must <11. It's highly stressful to get as low points as possible because many people are fighting to get into PFP and if we were to go sec5, we have to compete with students that are from the Express stream. It's like we are in the losing end. So I'm just pondering if I don't get to poly PFP, I may choose to go ITE-poly route. Hmm just a fact.

We often get looked down on. Like really looked down on. It's like we can't do what express students do? We are worse than them? Like my teachers said. At least normal students have a heart and wants to eagerly learn and perform it. 

I think my personality changed too. I am getting stressed, which make me feel lonely and empty all the time. Or is it just me or am I getting depressed. I do to know what to say already. It's pretty much my fate. 

Xoxo, 

Charlene! 

Live laugh and love! 

It's all based on my personal opinions, thoughts and feelings. It's not targeted to anyone. 

Bam! School starts again

Okay so school starts tmr. Term 2. Okay that feeling sucks. A typical Singaporean kid mah. I don't look forward for it cos sec 3 life sucksss! Okay fine bye, short post. 

Xoxo 

Charlene ^^ 

Twitter: @saltcharlene 

Insta: charlene_sings 

Bye !

CNY yay.

Haloooooow people!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!:) *yay!*

I didn't blog earlier as I was not in town. :)

I actually left to my relative house on Tuesday morning and I left the house at 7:30am and reached at 3:30pm. There wasn't any traffic jams hehehehehe :D 

Cross fingers when I go back on Monday no jams too! 

I think that the weather here is reallyyyyyyyy warm and cold. In the morning and night, it's like 20~25°c then Afternoon it's like 30°C~43°C. The sun is scorching hot. I think I got a little bit tanned. ><

Okay so when I reached it's like 3 plus, then we went looking for food! Then we reached the house at 4.30? Then we were welcomed yay. And that day was all sleeping for us after the long travelling hours.

On Wednesday, I woke up around 9am? And we headed out for breakfast and yay. Food :3 We went to Mac for free wifi! Hahahaha, as always. My relative's house have no wifi. So yupp and I guess I didn't do much on that day. :) and more of my cousins came on that day. 

On the eve of Chinese New Year, I woke up at 8.30? Coz I was hungry. We went to eat food! My favorite ‘Dou ma chi' it's noodles hehehehehe. Then we went to Mac for wifi went home, went to the mart and Mac again! Hahaha 

On CNY day! We all woked up by firecrackers hehehh :)

We went for food! There were conflicts though.

I then go for visiting and getting ang paos. Yay! Then we went home for lunch and visiting again, then we went to Mac again for wifi, my beloved wifi :D the coke here is refillable :) hahahaha, I order a small cup and can refil again and again! Hahaha! Went home for dinner and played fire crackers and I think thats all!

2Nd day of CNY. I woke up around 8am? Went out for dimsum yay. :D keke Reached home slept a while and went for visitings, lunch and went to mac. It's like a daily routine hehe. Had some Oreo Mc Flurry to cool off the hot hot weather, went back home and had a movie marathon, we started the show at 5pm, had dinner and ended at 2am:) that's all we did I guess . 

So on Sunday we did grocery shoppings and buying cartons of drinks, frozen food,dried goods etc for my relatives as we used up a lot so we replenished the stocks. We spent quite a lot. 😁but it's worth it. Then we decided to have a steamboat hehehe :) we boiled the soup my grandfather likes then we had a scrumptious meal. Yay! Then we played some fire crackers and watched quite a few fireworks! :) it was amazing hehehe. So much fun!!😏😏😏 

Then we packed out stuff a little, then we played poker cards, then we watched movies and dramas till 1:30 am and slept till 7.30am .😝

Then the next day, we left for SG! 😙😑

Feeling reluctant to go back though. We left the house at 8.15am. We then packed food from the coffee shop and left for the high way!  We stop a few times for toilet breaks but didn't stop to eat, we travelled all the way till Tuas Checkpoint, reached the customs for MY at 3.05pm bit waited somemore hehehe. It was tiring but it's so tedious to be in a car for hours even though I travel to and fro yearly~ So I reached SG about 4.40pm. Sad. Okay. 😑felt like crying during the jam. 

 Have to go back to daily routine oh no. Can I adapt back keke keke oh my. 

Okayy lorh. I wish I can skip Tuesday but it's an important day so cannot sadly. :( 

The Saturday before I left for my relatives house I had my paternal reunion dinner ! It was at Jurong, that day booking had a Annual company dinner so we were placed in a another room so yay! 

We ate really FULLLL! After that we went to my uncle's house, we had a game, the winner gets cash lorh, and my group won and we split the cash evenly among my cousins. So fair and square. 😏

🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

I guess that's my story for CNY!!;)🐴🐴

Bye awesome peeps!

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Char to the lene! :)

 PS: this was typed everyday before I sleep!:)💤💤💤

and I went to Mac almost everyday for wifi. 😝

 

Met an unreasonable lady.

Hi~

So I went to the library earlier today,I went to borrow some books to read and on my way to borrow the books, I met this lady. I was walking towards the loaning counters,she suddenly started talking,

She didn't addressed me so I continued walking,then she was, "Hello?"My mum asked what happened? 

She said "when someone is talking to you and you want to reject you should say It's okay.

Not walk away, it's very rude...............................(lalalalalalalalalalalalala)"

I was like what the shit? I didn't know who were you talking to and you didn't addressed me in the first place and you blocked my way and I was rushing for time. I was so enraged and pissed. 

But I went to borrow the books.

My mum decided to complain about this vendor staff(?),whoever it is. I don't care.

So I felt a little better, so my mum is so sweet, she treat me to eat some ice cream.yay. So I was cheered up and yay. :)

PS: I am ranting about how I feel so yeahhhhh.

Bye~

 I have school tmr.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Char to the lene :)

Sec1 Orientation Week :)

For the past 7 days since school reopen, I spent my awesome time with my lovely 1G'14. They were simply awesome. In the span of 7 days, I took 1G for Discover CCHY for 4.5 days and was a game master in S1OC. It was a fun filling memories. Remembering the first day I met them. Nobody was responsive, so I thought that since they are in a new environment? So we as Facils started to hype ourselves up and started doing cheers. It was a memorable 1st day.

Moving to the second day, it was so much more awesome! We started with games in the morning haha. We play Fish Net and Electrons! They started bonding at that time. After that activity,I started with cheers and the well known ‘Oi' cheer hahahaha. They responded to me well and we started to ‘bomb' the other classes. I was simply too touched!  

Day 3 was much more fun. We were quite bonded I can say.

Day 4 was minimum activities so yupp but I could feel the love!

Day 5 was sad yet happy.

The sec ones has their CCA selections and after that. We had our farewells. :( 

The girls even wrote a card for us! When we were leaving to CG room for debrief, a group of girls came to us to give us the card. I was so touched! The girls even cried omg. I think we bonded with them too well that they cried. ;( but it's okay! They can still see us in school especially those that are not in S1OC. I was so touched by them. In our hearts,‘ We succeed in making bonds with them’

Moving on to S10C. 

So after Zul's and Ms Sha's debrief, we took a awesome awesome group photo and we had lunch together as a whole and those who were in S1OC changed to our Facils tee and those who were not sadly went back to class. 

First day as a game master, I had no stations so we could loiter around. So I did. I walked around and found my lovely 1G! I followed them haha. But I was kinda sad that I was not their facil for this part of their orientation week. When the SCs were conducting their games. The Sec 1s didn't seem to like it haha but it's okay. I was just extra. I help then to bond more yay!

S1OC Day 2!

I loved today. I had stations. I had station for Inter Class games and Chung Cheng Man. For interclass games, I was at Tail God, it was fun. But the timing got pushed back for quite a while too so not all groups came. Sadly. But after lunch we went to prepare for Chung Cheng man( amazing race). I was at station 1, Charades. I was hiding with Chi Hong at behind MPH near band store that backstage stairs, nobody would have known we were there hehe, it was awesome yay. My lovely 1G kids came and surprised me !

So it's the last day of the camp. We had 911 in the MPH. I took 1G group 1. Surprisingly they took 9 mins plus. But another group was better than us by 6 seconds! Oh boy. After that we set up the MPH for the talk. We had free and easy! We went around but sadly we couldn't go into classroom, but never mind. We had lunch and it's CCA carnival prep. I went to music room to prepare and yup, we performed badly. So I rushed to SC room,they told us we has free time, so I went to 1G, we listened and watched their camp fire prep. Awesome! After that we we were chased out. Wts. Ruined my mood. After that we had free time. We went to borrow basket ball from the SCs. We played until it was dinner time haha. We ate and prepared for campfire! Yay! 

There was a fire ball wow. It was amazing. Loved if. 1G was fourth to perform yay. Their performance touched me. They had a good time haha. I recorded it. But it had all my crazy voice and unnesscary singing so it was eww.

Haha. Although they did not won any awards. To me and the Facils they were awesome. After that they went back to class. We did the cheers for the last time. I say quite a few things to them and some girls started crying. Oh my. But I was at the linkway while they were on the way out. I hi five to them and hugged some of the girls. So touching. :) 

But we had a Debrief. Oh my. D lost her phone. :( we went around the school finding her phone but sadly it wasn't found. :(  but we were dismissed as it was getting late.so yupp. :/ 

But anyways it was a great experience as a facil and a game master! Yay. 

Starting class next week, hope I can catch up! :) 

Xoxoxo

Charlene!:)
Have a great weekend!~

School's starting ohh whyy. -.-

Hi. It's almost a month I last updated.I was busy :/
School term is starting like next THURSDAYYY!
Okay, So I am gonna be a Sec 3 student next year and it's like a transaction from lower secondary to upper secondary, it's scary and it's gonna be a tough year ahead. It shows competitive SG's education system is. Oh well.

I had 2 camps in December. Namely Peer Support Leaders (PSL) annual camp and Choir annual camp.
I had my PSL camp on 2~4 December.YAY. I will never regret being part of it. It is an unforgettable experience I have mann! The camp was enjoyable and bonded with seniors and the juniors :)
I had Choir annual camp on 19~20 December. It was quite enjoyable and bonded really well with my fellow Sec 2s and yupp it was enjoyable too.

I am so happy as next year's first few days of school, I am carrying out Discover CCHY orientation programme for the new batch of Secondary Ones students as an introduction to a new environment in the school. Yay. I think that's one of the most rewarding part of being a PSL :D I am also in S1OC not as a facilitator but a game master. Awwww. That's quite sad but it's gonna be a good experience! :)

Today's Christmas Eve. Anyways, MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)

Bye for noww.
More to comeeeee~
xoxo
Charlene :D